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I have SOoooooo much to share, somehow i just coundn't type out my voice. Everyone is so busy with their life now, I find no one to share with, to cry on. Depress on nothing makes me kooky.

Just a day we met and you leave without saying good bye, is that an end?
Leaving me with no clue, freezing at the corner waiting for no one, no where to go...
Ask me never, non a thing I want to know. Left me unknown...

"I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now; mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine.

I'm fine.
I'm to tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe all these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith and trust."

Who cares in the end?

Love love love

I too free but at the same time I'm busy too...alright, what am I talking about??
I have lots of stuff that I really wanted to do. Did I mention I'm having my summer break now?
Anyhow, true stories easily caught my tears.
Oh, this movie with this tittle " Front of the class" touches my heart, tears roll down on my cheeks...True story of a kid with tourettes who's lifelong goal is to become a teacher, is a family stories. He loves a girl but afraid one to hurt her neither himself. Not everyone accept him for his tourettss...this is a sydndrome of making noises like duck? erm..true story of Brad Cohen. Sniff sniff, pulling out tissues from the box infront of the screen..




Well, another movie is 'love in the time of cholera' is a novel by Nobel Prize winning Colombian author Gabriel García Márquez and also an english film about the passion of love. I watch the movie instead of reading the novel, but I guess the book would be much nicer...

Florantino waited for 53yrs to be with the Fermina. Although he do make love with 663 women, is like a big wow! And he jot down everyone he had on a book. His friend asked why do they easily fall for you and he answered, because they see an empty in me. He said he needs love. In his lifetime, he only loved Fermina, he can't leave a place without her, he waited till the day her husband death then only he confess to her. By that time they both are in the age of 70s.
Just impress by this old couple..



Alright, done with the movies, now to the MTV, " Bad romance" by lady gaga.
Like that part
wRah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



Her style of music is echo.."roma-roma-mamaa, po po po poker face"
Nice art design and the wardrobe. Catchy! meow~

Solitary

Break down in the solitary journey...

Destiny

Oh boy,
you stole every bits of my heart beat.
how could you escape after the crime...
I couldn’t find you anymore...
you seem so near yet so far to reach on..
why never you hint me before you leave.

Oh boy,
I had no one to talk to, but you.
You were there for me when I’m at the end of the world.
But now, I’m back to one.

Those were the funny days.

The silly me with the shy boy.

nah~not matching at all.

*LOL*

Even though you were here,
I would still prefer we are apart.
This feeling keeps me breathing.

This is it, our destiny.

Absence of fear

I MISS YOU.I do.

but you will never know and I will never tell you.

If I tells, you would think I'm joking.

I’m just too shy to say. Afraid it will bring an end to us. Sound hilarious, I know.

Out of sudden, I just miss you, been quite sometimes since we met.

We just move on to our own path now. You have chosen yours, so as I.

There are no similar between us. Opposite attract strike once. We are who we are.

The only thing similar about us is we love freedom. We might drift apart. I’m ready for the worst.

You don’t click with my life and I don’t click with yours; our friends don’t make a hit with each other. We are like night and day.
Opposite attract,... sometimes.

Fate says it all.

To me, I treasure the quality of a friend instead of quantity.
It doesn’t matter how bad the place is, what matter most is whom I’m hanging out with.

We both move on, I know what character I'm in your vivacity, feeling upset that I don’t hear from you that often anymore.

Perhaps this is the best for us.

I really do miss you.

xoxo

My tarot

As usual, i'm not meeting my 'chor kong' yet, but I'm bored with assignment, so I check on Facebook. An application caught my eyes. Ermm...is my horosopes and this daily tarot just read my mind.. I mean i guess is kinda true on what is written la..so the ngam with my taught of the day...

"The Knave of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in trust. I am enthusiastic, open, and trusting about my new found feelings, capacity, passion, or hearts desire. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I am happy when sharing or expressing pleases and connects me to the support, beauty, and love in others. I am empowered by attention and my gift is desire or epiphany."

I just said i should learn to trust on someone. And I feel free to share MY happy thaughts around with fellow friends. To those whom willing to listen and will never be bored with my grandmother stories of cuz.. Why I say so? cuz not anyone can be a good listener of yours. So, be wise in choosing a good listener instead of complainer...aiks...everything also muz be wise, duh~~

Seriously, I hardly trust a person and I have doubt to people around me.. One word "insecure" I felt. The responsibility is not only about that person to keep your secret but also on ourself. We choose to trust them and if they hurt us, we are the one to blame on too...

Is just the way we look at things I think. People are not as true as we think they are.

Chill with life... With those lies only makes life complete...ooopppsss....we are not suppose to LIE!!! I hate liers anyway...but..but..but....white lies, maybe? Perhaps I call it beautiful lie...for example, "I'm beautiful", hahaha...forgive me folks! That's me ;)

bo song.

Really not worth it!
The more I see, the more i 'bei song'.
If I have no brain to think, than i'm really dummy.
Haiyo, 'sipek liao wa eh si kan nia'...
Really bo worth la...don't look at it anymore...
wasting time nia...got so much assignment to do.
No matter how, I must finish it, I want to go for holiday!!!!
I'm leaving on the 6th November, means before 4th I have to done everything.
Ticket already booked, I must LEAVE on the 6th!!!
If not, 'si kiao kiao' lor...